Celebration

What a great day for my nieces, they officially become 1 year old tomorrow, but today was their celebration with family and friends. It was weird to do a celebration without Astrid, but I guess each celebration will get easier and as the days continue to get easier I will be better about what is next to come. My little princesses are beautiful and big and while I wanted to start the process of having a prince or princess of my own, being able to celebrate with my nieces has fulfilled the need to have a baby close to me. It is nice to see Casey with his daughter and sharing the fatherly love that he needs to share with her. I think all in all, my family is getting use to seeing me without my companion and it will get easier and better as each 24 hours come and go. Until later.